More about the boring me

Hi there

So I thought before I start complaining it would be best if you know me a little bit better.

I was born in a snowy night far away from where I am living now. I think one of my happiest days in my life would be the day I finished first grade and could read stories without my mom's help. I love reading stories but i hate studying, even though I'm still a student with above average grades. I have always wanted to write a story book, I have had a couple of stories I wanted to write but I never started any of them. I usually try writing when I'm sad or upset for some reason and it usually end with me crying (still haven't figures out why). I should say, now since I'm far away from my books I have become addicted in reading Manga and I love it. I've got all these stories sorted out that I'm following.

I used to play the piano, i don't now because I don't have a piano. i also used to go horseback riding. I love,love and love  Pink Floyd. Roger Waters has always been the best in my eyes and I enjoyed the "The Wall" concert. i could say I was in the clouds since this was their last concert. Speaking of concerts I have been to Metalica's last concert Tour around the world and I was lucky enough to go to HIM's concert a couple of years back. Most of the groups and singers that I love and mostly listen to don't perform anymore or I don't like their post 2000 songs except for HIM. I hate electronic music so I don't go clubbing that much. 

I guesss I'll talk about relationships and my love life later on cause its a disaster and well i think you may laugh a little bit, even I kinda laigh at my old-self but i could say I don't like the new me, I think I've lost all my purposes in life and I think I need your help to find myself again. I'm almost always smiling at everyone but in my heart I'm never smiling so I kinda wanna lose this fake smile and remember how it felt to smile.

Thanks and I love you