Well it is, my mom called me and all she can talk about is that if I were smart enough I'd found some guy to marry by now (After three years down under) to get my permanent residency and so on. Come on if I were stupid enough to do that I'd be married and have a child by now to make sure no one would kick me out of the country and all, but i think if I can not become a citizen on my own then its not worth becoming a citizen. anyway that was something to destroy my mood for the time being.
Leaving that aside I was going to tell you the story of my past boyfriends:
My first boyfriend was and still is in my eyes the most handsome of all. I think he made it hard for me to actually love another man after him. Well we broke up after two years because someone was jealous of my freedom and our relationship and I think it took me the longest to get over him.
My second boyfriend got me as his girl by a dirty trick and we broke up not long after he told me how he tricked me. Honestly i hate it when a guy who knows he can not get a girl tries to come up with a way to get the girl to come forward. The story is that my friend was chatting with this guy online and she wanted to meed him, so she tells him when she is going to go and check him out, them she asked me to accompany her so that she'd not be alone and the guy actually likes me instead. They set up a story like this: tell your friend (poor me!), you (my dear friend!) want someone to call this number and try and talk to this guy (the coward boyfriend), its like a bet or something and all, and that's how i called him to get some info from him for my friend...
The third boyfriend...and one of the reasons I'm scared of dating guys came on to me on my birthday in our house. He was a friend of a friend. So we go on a couple of dates then there comes a party with all my friends whom i have been hanging out with for years and are like family to me. And guess what these friends of mine (mostly guys since I have two brothers) have this habit of taking my hand and force me on the dance floor all the time, oh and I have already explained this to the so called boyfriend. He also has seen these sort of situations during my birthday party when he met me. Long story short he got angry that I was dancing with my friends and called me a "whore" for dancing with a guy whom I've known for more than 6 years (not taking into account that he was 4 years younger than me and practically he was like my little brother). Well this argument passed and then more stuff like this came up that just showed how stupid and narrow minded he was. honestly if he was just going to be a temporary boyfriend it would be fine, but since i was in process of getting my application approved for my higher education and all he thought here is a chance to leave the country without spending much money and all, so he thought he'd ask my hand in marriage (ha ha... yeah the joke was on me for some reason). So my dad told him I'd give my daughter's hand in marriage to you if you can get a visa to Australia without being my daughter's partner and since he couldn't and someone had outsmarted him, he started badmouthing every member of my family and that is when I could broke it off with him after 6-7 months (one of my shortest relationships I guess).
OK, there are still two more important guys that actually caused too much trouble for me which are the reason for my ani-boyfriend sort of personality (the first was boyfriend number three, the first two were ok). I'll talk about them later. Its time for me to go to bed now.
Good night
Thanks for reading and I love you
